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Saturday, January 05, 2008

2008 ... fortune cookie says: Live like it will be your last year on earth...


Monday, June 25, 2007

Boungiorno!!!!

EEK! Ive been in Siena Italy for a week and Im already getting homesick. The past few days since I flew into Rome has been a haze. My first night in Rome was crazy because me and 2 other UCLAers had to run around Rome looking for our hostel and then finding out it was over booked and putting out major euros to stay at a local hotel. But at least I now know how to use the railway station in Rome now.

I saw gypsies!! They arent as harmful as people say and they just beg in the streets while they hold their babies. It was weird watching a lady breast feed her son who looked like he was 5 years old... not sure if that got her more change or not but...ouch!

I dont know how to describe Rome and Siena...Siena is such a beautiful medieval town. The moment the bus pulled into the city it reminded of  a Universal studios lot where the buildings were made out of cardboard. Ive been to so many churches in the past few days...magnifico! Siena is in the center of Tuscany so a lot of people drink Chianti. My main supply of food comes in the form of gelato, panini, or nutella and toast. I must say the pizza tastes off and some of the meat dishes are really strong tasting. I cant believe it but I think i might actually be losing weight in Italy. The hot temperatures and the million flights of stairs and hills I have to walk every day doesnt help.

Now onto other things... Ive been to an outside concert and to a big Siena party for the il Palio. For those of u bored and want to wikipedia something look up the il palio! I will be smack in the middle of it

The concert was awesome. It was a concert for a Southern Italian-Sicilian folk band that sounded celticish. Everyone just runs around kicking their legs into the air and running into circles while drinking wine. The parties here last till like 6 am...or who knows when! I usually expire by 4 and turn in by 5. The other students in my program are so young. There are tons of them who are turning 20 this summer and its a major thing for them...one of them might get a tattoo because they are turning 20... I feel like such an old fart... I am the first person to get tired of dancing and drinking... and im 22! Oy! Italian guys are pretty hot... I think due to the small ass portions they give u at restaurants or the constant sweating and hills they have to walk... but they are all relatively tall, skinny, and fashionable if u like metro guys. I still dont get the tennies with the long socks but eh... the only real bad thing about them is their smell...they have this odd funk that gets to me because they were cologne but its a mixture of BO and cologne... granted if u spend like 5 hours dancing that eventually everyone smells but gah... maybe thats why I want to stop dancing so much earlier... oh, and they are really fiesty! To the point where guys will pick u up and then bend u over backward... They are relatively harmless but still... crazy peepos...The girls dont seem to smile much here, im not sure why but there are a lof of really tall, skinny, brunettes that are quite lovely.

Italy is actually everything I imagined it would be... well ive only been in Siena really...this weekend Im off to Pisa, the il Palio is this weekend as well, then to Rome, Venice, Milan, Naples, Chiche Terra, and then Florence... the best part of my trip is....

El Tomate festival in Spain! August 29th in Valencia County! Be there or be square! Im sooo excited! The biggest tomato fight in the world! Gah!... im soo excited...

My lesson classes are going well... In a lot of stores in Siena the people speak English so my learning is somewhat stalled due to the lack of needing to use Italian but Im learning and its fun. Its really similar to Spanish and English so I get things mixed up easily....

Man, I wish I brought my lab top so I wouldnt have to come to Internet cafes... okay...until then...

Ciao!!!

 

 


Monday, June 11, 2007

Currently Listening
Continuum
By John Mayer
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I have an hour before my final and what do I do? I xanga

While trying to take a quick nap I started thinking about the past 4 years of my life at UCLA. I did so many stupid things, I let so many things effect me, and I I have learned so much. In 1 day I will be done with my UCLA undergrad career and at this exact moment I'm happy about it.

On my "How well do you know me" quiz on my profile it asks people to describe me in five words. From the very beginning (fall) the trait the majority of the people stated was that I am self-conscious. At first I was shocked but then suddenly became self-conscious that people thought i was self-conscious. I think from that point I realized my habit of putting myself down  by talking about my height, weight, grades, and even potential was not only making me look bad but is probably what keeps me feelign that way. Since around my 22nd birthday I decided that I can't continue my life like this. I started going to the gym, semi-dieting, and i tried to be cautious of how I described myself. I think the biggest thing I changed was when anyone put me down I realized it and instead of laughing along because I know they were intentionally trying to make me feel bad, I got upset and let them know I didn't like. Of course, this forced me to realize that i give the same comments to people and it came to me, maybe I did do it because I felt it about myself. But anyways, I just became sensative to how people treated me and how i treated other people. Also, the acting course and thai dancing class helped with my confidence because it forced me to perform and to find inside me the person I didn't think I could be... I know this all sounds very cliche but after 22 years of living I think this is the first time that I am content with myself. I actually take pride in who I am... before everything I did I wasn't really proud of... So maybe I'll Ace this final/ Maybe ill just do alright... either way it's okay because i define who I am now... okay, random ass blog, but it sure does feel good writing it before a final...

 

 


Saturday, June 09, 2007

Currently Listening
Konvicted
By Akon
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It's almost time to go to Italy and I don't want to go anymore.... It's almost time to graduate and I don't want to anymore... It's almost time to move out of my apartment and I  don't want to anymore... It's almost time to move on with life... and I DEFINITELY don't want to anymore....


Saturday, June 02, 2007

I can't believe this quarter is ending soon! Today is the last APO banquet I will probably ever attend! Gah, and sadly all I can think of is this stupid paper I have to write, the tax midterm I have to take today, and all that stuff I need to do before I go off to Italy. There isn't enough hours in the day to just stop and reflect or to think about this moment right now... to be finishing up one chapter in your life and beginning a complete new one.... I feel numb... it's weird, i thought I'd be going through a roller coaster of emotions right now but i don't really feel anything...I'm not really happy, relieved, sad, scared,...anything... i just feel tired... what does that mean? I really want to write an ode to the people who have made college memorable but I'm getting tired... another time... man... I wish I could feel more...



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